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[Aug. 4th, 2009|10:07 pm] |
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| | wasting time, jack johnson | ] |

it's only the 4th and august is already mapped out, how wonderful (in some respects). i have been drawing a lot, mostly pictures of myself. i don't think it gets anymore narcissistic than that. |
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| hello friends |
[Jul. 31st, 2009|01:04 am] |
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| | head will roll. yeah yeah yeahs | ] | why, hello there friends! i leave in 17 days! and as anticipation knots my stomach and the stress forces my jaw to clench, i have taken the only logical step to remedy; I've made a blog. this is where i will be updating for the most part, hopefully with photos and lots of tales of debauchery etc.
anyway, i want to know how you all are, everyone and anyone! have you been well? how are the kids? the car? the attempts to quit smoking? diet? indulge me. also! if you've been to the following places and have any tips at all, whether it be on hostels (good or bad) or places to go, drink, have a quiet moment, i would love to know. London, Belfast, Paris, Amsterdam, Berlin, Prague, Cesky Krumlov, Vienna, Munich. I am spending roughly a week and a half in each place, and even a minute of boredom is no option. also, feel free to give me money if you're that way inclined =]
love x
this is me right now, in case you were dying to know :) (feel free to reciprocate)
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| my love got spent |
[Jun. 2nd, 2009|01:08 am] |
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| | young shields. cftpa | ] | I am a scoundrel and a swine. My love got spent on small time girls. The light was too much up until now. I spent my life A Dear In The Headlights, shielding my vulnerable eyes. The only thing that keeps me from walking naked into a crowd, or jumping from the roof, or telling you, is Fear. I am afraid (I have no care for myself).
It's the first day of Winter. I wonder how many more of these i will get?
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| free champagne |
[May. 28th, 2009|06:30 pm] |
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| | bon iver. skinny love | ] |



It's getting colder every minute. More quiet. My time is just negative space now. I like putting ice cream in coffee, I don't know if you do that but you should.
Last night was Caitlin Shearer's fabulous art exhibit at The World Bar, and i was so proud and happy for her (and wished i had a million dollars to buy every piece). Then a whole new night. 1 am trains, 2 am parks, 3 am porridge, 4 am tea, 5 am cigarettes and 6 am bed time. |
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[May. 25th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
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| | kevin devine. put your ghost to rest | ] | My head is awash with numbers. Life is nothing but To-Do Lists punctuated with the occasional shift and wishing you would call me (and save me, you're so normal you just might) I never realised how lovely the Cliche Teenager Thing could be.
Also, it's the end of May! When did this happen?
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[May. 16th, 2009|11:46 pm] |
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| | for emma, forever ago. bon iver | ] |
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| my natural habitat |
[May. 15th, 2009|01:56 pm] |
i'm ruining my life.

stop me, oh stop me. stop me if you think that you've heard this one before nothing has changed i still love you, oh i still love you (only slightly, only slighty less than i used to) |
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[May. 8th, 2009|02:27 pm] |
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| | don't go away. oasis | ] | Faced with the dilemma of how i'm going to visit my mother on Mother's day this Sunday, you know what i thought? 'it' ok, just call her.'
sometimes i wish i had someone to talk to, but i think we're way past the expiry date on this one. |
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| i want to see movies of my dreams |
[Apr. 22nd, 2009|12:37 pm] |
Home again. Nineteen for now. I spent the celebration of the latter with some very lovely people (and sleeping beside a certain one in particular). Danced and drank a ShitBrain at The Croft Institute, Sangria at Madame Brussels, and some extremely questionable cocktails at Spleen Central. Next time, i'm insisting on the Korova Milk Bar.
I think the only bad part of the last ten days was knowing upon departure that I was already where i wanted to be. I got some pretty killer boots and a Burberry sweater, though.

All eyes on the calendar, another year I claim of total indifference. |
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| about to get fancy |
[Apr. 12th, 2009|12:26 am] |

off to melbourne tomorrow. i'm 19 on the 19th. i might see you on the 21st (but probably not) |
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[Mar. 14th, 2009|01:10 pm] |
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| | the sound of silence - simon and garfunkel | ] |

Ryan has been here which has been lovely, we went to the beach (yes, the outdoors, i was as shocked as you) and saw the Watchmen last night which was more tolerable than expected! And speaking of traveling! August 17, write it down people. |
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[Feb. 1st, 2009|06:32 pm] |
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| | dara o'briain live. | ] |

photo by Preben
i have new hair, its brown. i feel like a sell out! most people undergoing an identity crisis do the exact opposite thing, go from normal to insane. not me, im the evil twin apprently. |
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[Jan. 26th, 2009|11:13 am] |
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| | jesus christ. kevin devine | ] | abysmal resolution: it's becoming how evident the need for a new camera is! (and a new face) melbourne was excellent (spare the first day or two). one day i'll stop being socially inept. not today though. Australia Day plans fell through, but i still have a hangover so i guess it's all for the best!
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[Dec. 23rd, 2008|11:53 pm] |
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| | bikini kill/the c.d version of the first 2 records | ] | i forgot how boring it was being a total recluse. being away only reminded me of my overwhelming resentment of the central coast. melbourne on christmas day + staying with my brother. hopefully it will make up for yet another fucked up year in its own little way. we still talk i guess, but it's not the same. |
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| destiny cards |
[Dec. 13th, 2008|12:16 am] |
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| | hole in one. desaparecidos | ] |

i tell myself i shouldn't be ashamed but i am.
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| overexposure |
[Dec. 9th, 2008|10:56 pm] |
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| | braid. frames & canvas | ] | overexposed. this is my life at the moment.

i know a thing or two about being boring. writing mean things on bathroom walls + being horrible (you're horrible too) + not sleeping in my bed + cheap rarities + thinking about new piercings + worrying about the UAI. i want to go away alone and forget all about most of the people that i know. it's really hot and i want to go swimming but it's 11 pm and sharks will eat the skin from my bones. |
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[Dec. 5th, 2008|09:33 pm] |
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| | doin' the cockroach. modest mouse | ] | i just work too much. people are mean. very mean. i might quit. i called in sick today and went swimming and the chlorine in the pool made me blonde. i will have to fix that at some point i guess. hanging out with emily is good, we play drunk snap and laugh too loud and snooze all day. we drive around and listen to foals and eat ice cream. been op shopping too much, everything i own smells like old ladies houses. i got lots of photos developed but they're secrets.
i'm going to melbourne for christmas, staying with my brother and escaping the horrible central coast.
 photo by em rey i'm heaps classy/bored/etc/ten dollar boots + borrowed dress + dino hair |
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[Nov. 27th, 2008|02:19 am] |
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| | some candy talking. the jesus & mary chain | ] | it's two thirty-two in the morning and i can't ever seem to get to sleep until about four or five in the morning, which is fine until you have to get up at nine. i keep re-arranging everything
this is me looking like some kind of deviant, i'm sure you're all really interested.
 
goodnight. |
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